Thursday, 08 July 2010

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  I deserve much better than you

  It's been three years and somehow I can't forget about you.  The other night I was laying in bed and I yearned for your arms around me.  And then today, I called you; somehow my fingers remembered those numbers it had no longer needed to know.  You didn't pick up; you sent me to voicemail like whatever I had to say was not important enough for you to hear.  I hung up; I kicked myself for being so stupid.  You see, three years without you and I am alive; alive in some unnatural state.  I am alive but I am not myself.  I look in the mirror, I've gained a few pounds here and there; I still have those hips you use to love, the hips that you said would help bear your children.  I still have those lips you use to adore, the lips you'd be sure to kiss every morning and every night; the lips that used to say, "I love you, the most."  Three years and I finally realize that I'm stupid.  It's three years and here I am still dwelling on what was.  Three years and I'm still letting you hurt me.  I can't fall asleep because all I want to do is cry; cry for the me that you left behind, cry for the me that I left behind, cry for the me that can't let you go.  I'm drowning; I'm dying; and yet somehow I'm still alive.

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